I had a nightmare..
well I dont even think that it's a nightmare. I think it's a warning for me... I just woke up about 10mins ago? my body is still shivering..
I've asked and talked about this to many friends of mine.. a lot of people have seen hell, and heaven. but i always want to see what the hell looks like. I thought if I saw it, I would be more often to go to church..
and so, I think I did
I dont remember what's the starting point. but my family [I, my youger brother, mom, and dad] were running to catch a bus to go to somewhere. but there's a young woman was chasing after me. and i knew she was a demon. and she caught me! she sticked on my arm but I wanted it to go.. I pushed her hard but it wouldn't go away..
after lost my power, I remembered something unconsciously, I shout a sentence "in the name of Jesus, devil goes away!"
seriously readers, if you know me well, you wont believe I can be like that. I havent been a catholic, and I'm not even someone who often talks about God and such a thing. I'm not a religious person.. and so I think this shows me to always shout God's name and ask for his power and help.. I'm not lying
and guess, what happened?
the demon fell.. but it still had some power to raise again. I think it's because I didn't shout it strong enough. or my faith was not strong enough either. whatever. so I shouted it many many times until we reached bus and left her behind..
I was saved...
Then my family was separated.. I kept searching for them until one night I saw my dad, but a fat-lady was sticking on him. I was so afraid.. because I knew it was a powerful demon.. and I couldn't even come closer. so I was crying while running to find someone who can help my dad
and I arrived at a big white house. I entered in and so I found lotta blessing families live there. the house was quite big, Jesus pictures and crosses everywhere. it's all white
and so I looked for someone, until someone asked me who I wanted to meet. then I just answered "pastor"
then the pastor came out. I told him everything happened and he just dragged me to a big mirror on that house. he said it was what happened soon if I didn't help my dad
there was a dungeon jail. very dirty. with some red and green fires. the drawft demons were cheering for their food. humans were arak-arak-ed upside by those devils to be eaten by them..
and then I saw my dad got eaten by them.. until he became a skeleton
it was such a horrible sight for me
I'd got enough so I quickly asked the pastor to help my father. but he said he couldn't have done it. all he could do was only jie shao me and my mother, because he knew where my mother was
so I woke up after I met my mother
but my body was still trembling after that. it's quite a horrible nightmare for me
perhaps some will say that it was just a dream, no need to think about
some will say that it was a sign from God
but I believe it was just a sentilan from God to help my Dad, and to believe to His Beloved Power. I have to ask for his help whenever I need to.
I hope I would be his soon
I love you Father