Bugs Bugging

October 11, 2013

Apparently, I had been thinking about my health for the past few days 
There was something that really bugs me

I noticed that there was a sudden bump and reddish area on my chest when I was in Japan
I freaked out but I tried to manage myself composed and didn't let anyone know while I was there

I wanted to go back home as soon as possible to visit Doctor
But obviously I had to wait until the program finished until I could go back home

Then I thought about the worst case

'does it happen to me?'

Then I also thought about how to continue my life and what I want to do
Turn out that I had many many things that I haven't accomplished in this life. And about I haven't done much enough for my mom. Also I haven't visited many places and haven't experienced many things
And blablabla

Today I finally visited doctor and good news is that it's not anything bad
I just had infection caused maybe by bugs wtf =_______=



I already bought the medicines and it will recover within 3 days
So that's why I can blog about this

If I had the illness, I wouldn't be able to write about it on my blog

And so I was thinking
Maybe I overworked and this infection caused me enough time to think more about life, and how your health is the most important thing in life

I am still lucky that it's just small infection but what if I had worse? ;___;
It gives me a little time to think more about the purpose of my life and what I really need to do in fact
I noticed that human's time is limited and we don't know how long the time each person has

So this is just a little reminder to myself

Live your life without regret! 

And I also want everyone to stay healthy as health is the most expensive thing in this world

Good night

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  1. I had similar thoughts lately too and came to the conclusion that I still have a loong way to go until I can die happily. :) So let's do our best!~

  2. Sorry to hear that, Stella :'( But I'm glad nothing bad happened to you.全力で生きましょう^^

  3. keep healthy.. and make sure you already have insurance right now, it would be useful someday :)

  4. yeah just small illness but all is fine, thank you :3

  5. already have :) my mom works at one insurance agency so..

  6. Really good advice, Stella. I'm glad you're getting better now. ^_^


  7. beautiful lipstick and amazing shades!

  8. u'll get better for sure, haha... maybe the changes of wheater is the culprit~ anyhoo, that "live your life without regret" is so one piece, I love that slog cuz luffy often said it. I wonder if you like OP too stel o:

  9. haha yea la, it's just minor infection.. stupid japanese bugs..
    im relieved that it's not "What I thought" >___<

    OP? :o

  10. 08 Maple Brown looks great on your lips! :D
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