ContradictionDecember 07, 2012
It is very good quote "It is better to be hated for someone that you are than loved for someone you are not" and I can accept that I have so many flaws as human, and if someone dont like me for the way I am, I accept it whole-heartedly
But mostly, I am hated for being someone who I am not lol too many rumors going on and I can tell 99.99% are untrue hahaha. Not even bother to step out as I have something better to do, but also because "believe what you see, and experience"
because it's a long post, those who hate reading a lot of words should skip this post xD because there are almost no pictures in this post lol
Okay let's reveal some of them =
Once, when I just met a random guy, he suddenly asked me "hey Stella, let's have a party at XX tonight!" and I refused politely "I do not club" and he replied "WHAT!! Are you serious?? You're no fun"
And I was poker faced -___-
Also there's one guy that's surprised when I said I was still a virgin la. And he put unbelievable face, and said "how come you're still a virgin with your style?"
And I was seriously..... dunno what to say -_-
I know probably some people assume me as a party girl considering my style but seriously??? Not like it's their fault though.. I am probably just the weird one
Also my brother won't go to school if his uniform isn't neatly ironed... But when mom had no time to iron my uniform, I could just walk to school with untidy uniform and I didn't even care LOL
I do not really keep anger or what. If I do not like someone I will just block or leave her away.. I do not have grudge, as I am in fact very "whatever" person.. There are some people that I dislike la, but I never hate anyone. It just, you know, "you cant stand some people with this type".. Like you prefer to be friend with noisy or quiet type, or you prefer to have friend who's studying a lot or party hard
Sure there are also a few people who hurt me in the past, been living for 20 years obviously had bad moments as well la lol and worse are if they used to be friends or closest one. Got heartache la of course, but still, I will just move forward and say "okay whatever" and leave it behind
I think it is also the main reason I can survive living in Jakarta. So many people say they cannot bear the stare of people when looking at you. And to be honest, I have it all the time with my blonde hair. But in fact, I "whatever" them so it doesnt matter for me o__o
My friends who were walking with me were the one who couldnt stand it and usually told me "ei, you're being looked at" and I was like "uh, really? didn't notice, ah whatever" LOL
No no, sorry.. I do not wear thick false eyelashes to univ.. Don't imagine it lol
I only wear make up when I need to review products. The rest of it, I let my skin rest la!
A lot of people question my skin condition considering that I review a lot of make up so obviously I wear so much make up in real. But in fact if you notice, I often review different stuffs. Not all foundation, not all powders, not all primers. But I mix it with hair, lips [the easiest to review], cheek, etc.
Sure there are some consequences, but good things come with bad things la.. I know my limit though, if I have skin problem at that time, I delay the review.. I also cancel my circle lens sponsorship because my eyes are too tired to wear it everyday hahaha, prefer glasses! More comfy!
I watched like a lot of documentaries about Egypt culture and it is very pleasant for me. I cant understand why the old culture can be that amazing. The people were so smart!
My dream was to find a mummy and get the treasures buried, and become rich after ward -_-
But I read Goosebumps book and decided to leave that dream, because the book said I could die from the mummy curse LOL! But I still find Egyptian Culture very interesting, I used to borrow Encyclopedia from libraries, yes the thick books lol and read it at home. I also spend a lot of my time reading articles about Egypt and my favorite site at night is in fact wikipedia -_- I spend a lot of time reading informations from there, jump to one page and another
I read a lot about Egypt, UFO, Bermuda Triangle, Illuminati Case, etc. Okay I read a lot of weird things -_- but it just sparks my curiosity, for real
Not like I want to be a comedian, but I find it entertaining to make a comedy video and make someone laugh :D
I believe you all think of me shopping a lot, eating at expensive restaurant, riding branded car wherever I go, only have branded items, never think about economic problem, and so on
I heard there are some people who say they hate me cos I look like rich girl who never feels human hardship LOL omg funny...
"If you're born poor, it's not your fault. But if you're dead poor, then it's your fault"
Okay I always talk too much when I speak my opinion.. But after all, those are some omg facts about me.. Which you probably never know before..
Although I wish for you to keep reading my blog after this, but there are some secrets that's better unknown, and probably you may think it is better to not know this secret lol
But I tried my best to show happy things in this blog, because I know that most of you are tired with your real life and want to have a little leisure time when reading my blog. You want to find fun
Who wants to read a blog when the owner only writes about every bad things about her and ask people to pity herself?
And if my blog can give at least a little happiness from your tiring world, then I am glad to stay alive
Now it's up to you again to believe what you see or what you hear, or what you experience :D