2012 is about to end, and i am about to spend my New Year in Japan.. And while you're reading this, I am probably sleeping on a plane, on my way to Tokyo.. Looking back now, I hardly can believe that 2012 is probably the year that makes me becoming a different person 

I experience so many things that I have never expected before... Both good, and bad. It all came for a purpose, I believe. To make me stronger, and a better person. I learn a lot this year, and I feel like I have becoming more mature, yet somehow I lose a little bit of my cheerfulness though. And I blame adult life :x

In total, this year, I have made 215 posts, including this one.. That means I blog at least once every 2 days, such a hardworking blogger  

This post probably means nothing to you, but being someone who loves history, I love writing a post to make me remember about what have been so far.. Reminiscing this past year  

I always feel that my life is for a purpose, and so are everyone. Our lives are connected each other. And whatever someone does, directly or indirectly will affect my life. And the same goes on me...

I dont know if I have affected anyone yet, but I just hope that it's for good cause

I always feel that I have achieved a lot, yet havent achieved nothing

I feel that my life is perfect already, but I know I have a long way to go to reach my goal  

There are so many things that I didn't expect for being through.. And I didn't expect that I could become someone the way I am now..  

Btw for serious talk, I suddenly become very emo 

Anyway I also have made my resolution for 2012 and so far I think I almost complete my resolution, so all is good

This year a lot of memorable events are =

• L'Arc~en~Ciel World Tour Concert in Indonesia  I watched my favorite band ever, L'Arc~en~Ciel, on the first row, VIP ticket, and even I screamed at Hyde and I think he saw me *delusional* wtf  I've been loving this band for almost 10 years and they're the first concert that I attend to

• 1st Vlog for Seoul Day 1  Being invited to South Korea by Etude House, and have a not-so-wonderful-trip-cos-of-rude-Koreans, but tried my best to enjoy the trip to the fullest 

• A Lot Of Publications o.o  Featured on a lot of magazines, including made appearance on Detik.com where my mom's so proud of it and prints the articles to spread wtf 

• 2nd appearance on Local Tv  Appeared twice on National TV, on Trans TV and ANTV

• Jakarta Beauty Class Report + Lampung Beauty Class...  Held my first beauty class in Jakarta, followed by other cities such as Lampung and Surabaya

• Your Best Indonesia Beauty Blog  Won the best fashion & beauty blog ver. Axis Blog Award 2012, best achievement in my blogging life

• Sale Amal Komunitas Make Up & Beauty Indonesia  Had my first charity sale along with support from members of Komunitas Make Up & Beauty Indonesia

• Japan I am coming!!  At last, survived and managed to earn enough money for holiday in Japan, something that I had never thought I could do it in age 20.. 

• I made my first book!  I always thought that I would make a manga book or a fiction novel when I was a child, but now I make a make up book 

Okay, so all are my achievements through blogging, but L'Arc~en~Ciel concert is in fact out of context  sorry, but i adore them so much so obviously must put it on my list hahaha..  

Overall I think I did quite good job in my life on this year, but I still think that I should do more :x
So I am gonna have my 2013 resolutions soon
But the main point is, I cannot achieve all thise things without you guys!! [Exclude the L'arc en ciel concert]

So I am very very THANKFUL toward every single one of you who made all this thing happen. I dont know why I am so blessed to have so many nice readers T_____T 

I may not be the prettiest, nor the smartest in english, nor even the best in make up T___T
I can list you other bloggers that are far better than me, but truly, thank you for staying with me all this year, although I am very imperfect person.. But your supports mean a lot. And I will keep improving myself, and my blog, to let you enjoy this more and more, so you will get addicted to it 







Anyway, I also want to make a goal for myself in 2013... Last year goals are achieved almost completely, so let's see what 2013 will bring to me

• Get more job offers, and earn more money 
• Pay for my family trip in Summer, I think Bali?
• Promote my book and make it success 
• Open more beauty classes
• Blog more, as most of you demand..
• Go overseas at least once again this year, even better, Japan again  
• Finish the installment payment of my stuffs T_T
• Achieve better scores in uni, or at least, not make it below than my current score
• Finish all the projects that I am handling right now, successfully
• Become a better blogger, and person
• And, Live this life to the fullest happily, I just wanna be happy 

Hmm I think my goal in life is not very high lol just standart hahaha...
Well to be honest since in 2012 I watched L'Arc en Ciel and Miyavi, I wish next year I could watch either GACKT, Ayumi Hamasaki, or Big Bang [missed this one T_T cos no money at that time] !! I want to watch Arashi but it is impossible...




Btw, I think I am gonna post a lot of useless posts while I am in Japan, you know, just spamming my blog with all the cute things there 
Who knows I may post like 3 times a day, like food, so this blog can be your appetizer 

But for now, good bye, and THANK YOU!!





By the time you read this post, I am probably somewhere on plane, on my way to Japan
Oh yes tokyo!!!
May end up kissing haneda's security wtf

I'm scheduling this post so you can read it although I am not present LOL